on the Edge

There I was standing at the edge of exisitance...one step forward and I would be lost forever in the sea of dark despair. I was terrified. The tears were coming in hysterical burst of pain. The guilt was overwhelming and the missing place in my soul was growing so large that I felt as though I was going to get lost in it with no way to escape. I reached out for help and found myself being committed. The diagnosis: Emotional breakdown, situational depression and bi-polar disorder. After spending 5 long days in the hospital I am home with new hope and new connections for continued assistance. a special thank you to Jess, Dina. and Bailey for coming to visit me, to my wonderful husband for sticking by me in my darkest hour, My sisers and my Father for their undying love and support.