Saturday, August 18, 2007
feeling old...
As of this morning I am 5 lbs lighter than I was a week ago. It does not seem much considering how sore my body is today, but at least it is something. I feel very old today...this always seems to happen when it gets close to my birthday. I will be 42 Tuesday, hard to beleive I am that old. The last 5 1/2 months have aged my spirit. Heartbreak makes you feel old I guess. Stephen was never one to celebrate any holiday, and I know he would be making fun of me now for getting so upset about turning another year older. Zack and Crystal are throwing me a birthday party tonight and I am so greatful to both of them, but something is missing...something is always going to be missing.
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Congrats on the 5 lbs. My gosh, you are old......42. Wow, just imagine how it feels to be 59..... almost. I found something special for you and I will bring it when I see you in Nov. Sorry chum, but you have to wait. You are not decrepid so stop acting like it. Get out and have a great time. Keep in mind that there is nothing missing. He is always with you in your heart. Make him proud and keep getting healthy. Remember, you are loved and lots of people care.
Muff
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