Here is what I am doing

This is my plan...I have long known that I had some mental health issues that needed to be dealt with. I have spent some time in the hospital trying to get the help I need, but those have been temporary fixes. Recently I have separated from my wonderful husband due to my inability to deal with my own shit.I am not taking all the blame here I am simply owning what is mine.So I have started anger management therapy, as well as private therapy which I go to twice a week. I am in no way doing this for Deshawn, Sean or anyone else but me. I have to heal myself or I will Never be a counselor, much less a wife or good friend. I have always heard that you must love yourself in order to love others and I guess I never really understood that. So here I stand on the threshold of a emotional, mental and spiritual overhaul...and with the help of my Higher Power, my family and my friends I can do this. In the end I will be the best damn counselor I can be and maybe...if the Gods allow, I can be the wife I want to be to an amazing Man.