I have gotten a lot of email and phone calls from family and friends since posting my last blog about my current status with Deshawn. Let me make something clear, I will continue to go to therapy regardless of what happens with Deshawn and I. My healing process is about me and me alone. I have to get my stuff together before I can be anything to anyone else, I am aware of that and so is Deshawn. We are taking things very slow and building on a friendship that has always been there. My recovery and healing process in an on going thing and I am not so blind to think I can do it alone. I need the support of my family and friends to get through this and that includes Deshawn. I love that I have people in my life that are looking out for me. I am honored that so many care. This is a journey and I know that in order for the healing to be successful I must do it for myself and not for or because of anyone else.
Friday, November 7, 2008
To thine own self be true
I have gotten a lot of email and phone calls from family and friends since posting my last blog about my current status with Deshawn. Let me make something clear, I will continue to go to therapy regardless of what happens with Deshawn and I. My healing process is about me and me alone. I have to get my stuff together before I can be anything to anyone else, I am aware of that and so is Deshawn. We are taking things very slow and building on a friendship that has always been there. My recovery and healing process in an on going thing and I am not so blind to think I can do it alone. I need the support of my family and friends to get through this and that includes Deshawn. I love that I have people in my life that are looking out for me. I am honored that so many care. This is a journey and I know that in order for the healing to be successful I must do it for myself and not for or because of anyone else.
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There is a movie about relationships called FIREPROOF. You might want to look at it. Also, I have just finished a book called THE SHACK. It is also about relationships.
Keep up with your therapy and your work but keep the lines of communication open too. If it is right that you and D get back then let it be for the right reasons.
I love you, my girl. You are precious to me.
Love, Aunt Muff
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