just one day

Just one day without pain...is that too much to ask? I can deal with physical pain, and I can deal with emotional pain...but when I have both it is just too much! I feel defeated and wiped out. There is so much going on in my head right now I am having a hard time focusing.I have a ton of work to do for school, I have at least three teeth that need some serious work and they are all killing me, I am still having this mysterious pain in my abdomen that no doctor can figure out, One of my dearest friends just lost his father and I can't be with him, another friend just had his heart broken and I can't help him....the list just keeps going on. I know there are people out there in worse shape than me and that I should not feel sorry for myself. I know that this too shall pass, and that what does not kill me will make me stronger and every other corny self help saying you can come up with...but DAMN! right now everything I am working for seems so far away...I am overwhelmed, burned out, and I am getting dangerously close to that "I don't give a shit" place in my head. The physical pain I am in at the moment prevents me from sleep, lack of sleep causes me to lose focus, loss of focus causes me to get behind...which causes me to get overwhelmed and the hits just keep coming! The scariest thing is the feeling of being completely out of control. right now I can't do anything about my pain because things like that take money and I don't have any. I spent the day(all of it), trying to get caught up on homework in addition to trying to get two very large projects to come together, neither of which got done.AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Maybe I will see thing differently tomorrow.....