What can I do...

My son will be 21 Monday. I have said it over and over again to see if it sinks in at all...We have had our ups and downs Sean and I, but he is my world and I love him more with each passing moment. It has been hard for me to sit back and watch him struggle to live life on life's terms. He has been hurt a lot lately by people he once trusted and it has been heartbreaking to watch him go through that. At times I am sure he feels all alone and I wish he would just look up for a moment and realize that I am standing right here where I have always been. Someday he will see that I am in his corner and that everything I did was what I thought was best for him at the time. Someday he will forgive me my sins of the past and know that I have always loved him with all my heart, Someday...