When I was a little girl I had a re-occurring dream. The dream began in a glorious forest with the sun sparkling through the trees. Birds were singing, crickets chirping, very Disney movie looking. I came upon a split in the path. On one side stood a beautiful Woman, with her arms open to me, whispering something I could not yet hear. The other path was dark but not unfriendly and upon it stood a man in dark clothing holding one hand out to me and like the woman whispering something I could not hear. In this dream I would always go towards the woman. She would tell me in this dream that her pathway was a hard one but the rewards in the next life would be great. Last night I had the same dream but this time I choose the darker path...the man whispered to me that his path was easy, everything I would ever want or need. As a walked down the dark path I could see a figure of a boy. As I approached him he told me to turn back because in this path I will be alone always. He kissed my check and whispered in my ear "MOM if you go any further you will not have children in this lifetime."I turned around and ran for the other path but woke up before I could reach it. Everyday I wonder if the choices I have made in my life were worth all the pain I have endured. I am not a victim I am a fighter. My strength comes from my choices and I am not weak by any means. I don't know why this dream had such an impact that I felt i need to share it but there you go........