It has been a roller coaster of a day. I awoke this morning from yet another nightmare. I keep dreaming about Stephen, in all the dreams he asks me why I gave up on him and why didn't I wait for a miracle. I know this is my own guilt issues and until I deal with them I will keep having these dreams. The dream really shook me up. Normally when I get that upset about a dream I have Deshawn here to talk to about it...but today he is in Austin so I had no-one. After I got a hold of myself I sat down to check my email before I went to work and there in my inbox was an email from the Financial Aid Department saying my appeal was denied due to lack of evidence.....I was FURIOUS. So, I once again gather all of Stephen's information to take up there, which is tough in itself, I get to school only to find out that the appeal was approved back in August. I could have been back in school for Fall Semester! I guess I should be happy that everything is in order for Spring. But I really am upset that a Government funded office can not get their crap together! So as I said it has been a up and down day.....and I am exhausted.
No comments:
Post a Comment