As always at this time of year I look at my life and think about what I am truly thankful for. Last year this was really hard for me, this year the things I am grateful for are a bit clearer. I have learned alot about myself this year. I have fallen and picked myself up a couple of times and found that I am stronger than I think and more scared than I was willing to admit. I have renewed friendships with my Cousins, especially Maureen, and I am so Thankful for all of them! I have found that you can only truly know how much something means to you when you think that something is gone. I am so thankful for the second chance at true love with Deshawn, he is more dear to me than ever. In loosing Deshawn for a time I found that I can stand on my own two feet and rely only on myself and I am thankful for that self-esteem. I was given a chance to see Sean as a young man, and get a glimpse of what he is capable of becoming, what a great gift that is! I am thankful for the light at the end of the tunnel, slowly climbing out of the pit of depression. I have been blessed to have some amazing Professors this semester, they each have touched my life in a profound way. I am finally so thankful for the support,help and healing I have gotten from Jeff Tyler, my therapist, who literally saved my life. I hope that the rest of my family and friends find as many things to be thankful for as I have and that they each are truly blessed in the year to come.
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