It has been a long week and it is showing on my face and in my attitude. I have been very short tempered and frustrated. I seem to be having one of those days when nothing seems to be going right, one of my pans is missing, I broke the dish scrubber, I stubbed my toe on the dog cage,and I still feel a bit sick. Although I had a wonderful day with Sean on Thursday,the day after, which is my Moms birthday, was filled with disappointment. She has become a very bitter, selfish woman. She just seems to have given up on her manners and her respect of other people, and she blames this behavior on her age saying "at 66 I have the right to be a pill." I strongly disagree of course, but I gave up the fight to change my Mom a long time ago. She is who she is, it just makes me very sad to see her like that. Kudos to my sister and brother-in-law who have given Mom a nice home to live in for the last several years. My poor sister tries so hard to be kind and respectful, but Mom makes it very hard on her. Saturday was at least somewhat of a reprieve of emotional distress for me, I spent sometime with my best bud Michell and her husband Scott. We had a nice lunch together and I made fun of the two of them as they tried to show me their skills and their new Wii Fit. The evening was spent at NTWA watching Deshawn do his thing, which is normally fun but last night was a little stressful because he got hurt. There is ALWAYS a chance of injury in the ring, I knew this going in, but I still tend to freak out when it's my man! He took a body slam wrong and hurt his hip, nothing is broken Thanks the Gods but he is very stiff today and limping. So on to a new week with the hope that this one will be better than the last...
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