I spent the day looking for a part-time job...what a depressing ordeal. I am either over-qualified, don't have the "right fit" for the company(AKA too fat, too old ect ect), or they are simply not hiring. I have not worked in over a year and a half now, not because I couldn't find a job, but because Deshawn and I decided that I should focus on school. It has been tight but we are lucky that Deshawn makes enough money to pay the bills. We are still okay financially, thats not the problem. The issue is that I feel trapped, and I need to get out there and do something...anything. I am not giving up on school by any means I just feel like I need to be doing more. I want to take some of the burden off Deshawn. I want to give us a little more wiggle room. I want to have the money to take my man to a WWE event when they come to Dallas. I have no desire to be rich really...just a little more comfortable that's all. So back to the search tomorrow, I hope it won't be as depressing as it was today.