Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Just keep swimmimg


It has been a long week already and it's only half over. Monday I went to work only to have my client not show up for the second week in a row...I just don't understand why people ask for help and then don't show to get it. It takes me so long to actually ask for help that I can't even conceive of not showing up for it. I did get a chance to spend some time with my boss, she had a hard weekend and I was glad I was able to turn the tables and listen to her for a change. We had a cleansing cry and then moved on...well at least she did, my hormones are so out of whack and I have been so stressed lately that once I started the emotional cleansing I couldn't stop it and proceeded to spend the next hour and a half in Jeff's office blubbering like a big baby! That was just MONDAY!!! Yesterday started okay and then I got the flu shot and it has gone down hill since then. I know this strain of the flu is ten times weaker than the strain I more than likely would get later but I still feel like crap and have too much to do to lie in bed getting over it. I fought with my kid yesterday too and that always make for a crappy day. I know it was probably me since I don't feel good, but then, I have managed to convince myself that It is ALWAYS me. You see how the snowball effect has happened here....so today I took the day off and watched movies....I found my inspiration in Finding Nemo..."Just keep swimming!"

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

What with your flu shot and my vertigo, we make quite a pair. Remember, with Sean, it takes two to tango and two to fight. You probably both were off. There was a song from Jesus Christ, Superstar that said "Could we start again?" Try again.
Love ya lots,
Muff

rossramblings said...

and my luv remmember how hard it is to ask for help , it requirs you to open boxes that you have kept cosed for a reason. Sometimes you get to the door and just cant go in. Give your cliant acall and see if you can help. I luv ya POPS