Monday, January 4, 2010

Getting a clue...

There are two ways to view life...either you can dread the day or you can greet each day with love and wonderment. Which one have I chosen? As of late it has been the first way... I have been so unhappy with just about everything and everyone(including myself) that I have lost sight of the things that are truly wonderful in my life. I have a terrific kid, who calls me at least twice a week and comes to see me as often as he can. I have two wonderful, beautiful little Grandsons that are healthy and getting bigger everyday, I have a wonderful life partner, who sticks by me no matter what my mood is, I have a wonderful sister who pushes me to be all I can be and inspires me to be better and I am blessed to have the greatest friends and family in the world! Not bad for an old broad like me. Everything that has been bothering me lately I can change if I wish. I am working on my weight, and though it is a slow process I know I can do this! I am working on getting re-focused for school. Last semester I got lost in the shuffle of things and this semester I need to get my head together and get these classes done so I can move forward and do what I am meant to do! I have come to realize that although it sounds selfish to say , it truly is all about me. How I see and do things to better myself and the world around me. If I can't change me, how can I help others change? So my first step...no more negative thinking...anything is possible!

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